Does My Head Look Big In This? – Randa Abdel-Fattah
When sixteen-year-old Amal decides to wear the hijab full-time, her entire world changes, all because of a piece of cloth . . .
Amal makes the decision to start wearing the hijab full-time and everyone has a reaction. Her parents, her teachers, her friends, people on the street. But she stands by her decision to embrace her faith and all that it is, even if it does make her a little different from everyone else.
Can she handle the taunts of "towel head," the prejudice of her classmates, and still attract the cutest boy in school?
Review: I feel terrible for not liking this
book. I should like it. The young
adult literature world is in desperate need of books that show religion in a
positive way. Not all religious people are wackadoodles. This novel does show
sane religious teenagers, but . . . I didn’t like it.
The story is set
in 2002, when Islamophobia is at a high in Australia. The narrator, Amal, is a
Muslim Palestinian-Australian. She’s a typical teenager who gets good grades,
is popular at school, and is obsessed with celebrities and her appearance. But,
her life changes when she decides to dedicate herself to her faith. She starts
wearing a hijab and dressing modestly. This causes everyone in her life to lose
their minds for reasons I don’t fully understand.
Let’s start with
the awesome things about this book. I
learned a lot about Islam and what it’s like to be the only Muslim in a school
full of Christians and Jews. The novel discusses the differences between
religion and culture. People from different cultures can practice the same
religion in different ways. The book also shows that one Muslim can’t speak for
all Muslims. People expect Amal to explain the motives of Islamic terrorists,
but she doesn’t understand them any better than anybody else does. In her eyes,
the terrorists aren’t Muslims because her religion forbids murder.
I like that Amal isn’t perfect. She’s hot-tempered and vain. She makes
bad decisions and bullies other girls. She’s a (somewhat) realistic teenager
who’s trying her best to live according to her religion, but she makes
mistakes. Sometimes, the mistakes are big.
“What’s the good of being true to your religion on the outside, if you don’t change what’s on the inside, were it really counts?” – Does My Head Look Big in This?
Do you remember
when you were a kid, and your teacher tried to turn lessons into games? The
games were supposed to be fun, but they weren’t because you were too aware that
the game was educational? That’s how I felt while reading this book. It’s poorly written. Everything in it is very carefully
constructed to teach the reader about Islam.
Almost all of the characters are
caricatures. They exist for educational purposes. There’s the ultra-traditional family who
only cares about getting their daughter married. There’s the immigrant family
who’s so desperate to fit in that they fill their house with Australia-themed
knick-knacks. There are stereotypical bullies and vapid hot guys. The teenagers
can’t say more than 5 words without referencing pop culture. It all feels
forced and unrealistic.
The plot and dialogue are also problematic.
The characters give long speeches to each other about religion, and there isn’t
really a plot. Amal just
obsesses over a boy and encounters situations where she has to defend her faith.
It’s contrived. In some cases, I
didn’t even understand the Islamophobia.
For example, when
Amal wears the hijab to school for the first time, everybody freaks out. I’m
not entirely sure why. Amal has been going to this school for a year, and it’s
not a secret that she’s Muslim. If her classmates are
curious/confused/concerned about her sudden change in appearance, why don’t
they ask her about it? Why does a hijab make them weird and cagy when they
accepted Amal before? I’m not saying that this is unrealistic. I just don’t get
it.
This book is important. Like I said, we
desperately need novels like this. I just wish it wasn’t so heavy-handed. Books
can be educational without force-feeding the reader information.
